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Tuesday, 26 February 2008

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    All That Is Within Me
    By MercyMe
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    Numb.

    Okay, so I feel as if I should update since I haven't been on since 2005!!

    First off, I'm 18 now, not 16 or 15 or whatever I was at the time. I'm not in school anymore. Well, I'm home schooled but I never do it. My life has completely changed since then. I have all new friends, besides Emily nd Lys who I still see sometimes. My parents are divorced and my dad lives in Charleston. My mom's getting remarried in April to a guy named Geoff. I date a guy named Edwin who I didn't even know when I wrote my last entry. I met him in January of 06. We've been together pretty much since then. It was kinda one of those love at first sight kind of things. = ]

    Lets see, what else. Oh, my friends. Emily, Miranda, && Jayni are my best friends. No one more than the other. I love them each very very much. Other dear friends of mine are Stephanie, Brittany [[D. not B. I HATE her now!]], Hannah, Alyssa and Heather.

    I'm currently jobless. But I have a job interview at the Starbucks at Cherrydale on Thursday at 2. YAY! Nd I have a part time nanny job offer to watch a 4 month old girl a few days a week. I gotta meet with the mom first tho. So yeah, I'm pretty excited. I haven't had money in a longg time!!! Not fun!

    I love my life most days. I need a new place to live tho. I might stay with Miranda for a while. Her daddy just past away. Her and her mom need me. Then after all of that settles I might move into Stephanie and Hannah's basement. [It's like an apartment tho.] That;ll be nice. I just can't stay here anymore. My moms a different person and blesses me out for coming home at 12 cause it wakes her and her fiance up. It never bothered her before tho. Since when is 12 late? I'm only here two nights out of the week any ways.

    So I'm not expecting any one to read this. I just saw my past written out on a webpage and was shocked at how different it was. I don't think I liked it very much... I needed to vent anyways.

    I've been in a state of heartbreak and mourning over the passing of Roger Conner Senior. Miranda Conner's father. He was a fire fighter and a great man. I just wish I would have gotten to know him better. I'm so numb at the sudden realization of how short life is. I've never lost anyone close or had someone close to me loose someone. So I didn't know how it felt until now. Seeing Miranda and her mom made me realize how much I'm taking for granted. I hope I don't have to go through this for again for a long time.

  • umm.. is this how i right a journal entry?.. whats a weblog? whats a xanga?!


    --lost in the world i used to know so well.

    lol

Friday, 13 January 2006

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    I'm Sprung
    By T-Pain
    ii'M iiN LoVe wiiT a sTripPeR*!!!
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    yesterday was too much fun!!!!

    I had ISS and i went to the bathroom during like 3rd period and when i was coming back i wasnt paying attention and i walked into the wrong classroom! and she stupid teacher writes me up for skipping! how stupid?! oh well i dont care too much!

    Then, like 10 min. later i was back in the ISS room and i was STARVING and it was like 3 hours til lunch so i ate an oreo and the teacher saw me and wrote me up....

    then i got a headache and my stomach hurt so i went home to alyssa's house! hahaha

     

    BEST DAY EVERRRR!!!!

    so today i dont have enoree because all the other schools have exams and our teachers said we didnt have to go! so im chillen here at home :)
    + i get my phone back today and then im going to suncom to get a new one! hellz yeah!

Tuesday, 13 December 2005

Tuesday, 06 December 2005

  •  a l o n e l y girl sits in her room
    the thoughts and memories are still in her head
            the very last words to her he said
             "i think we're better off friends"
                      while shes thinking
               "i think i'm better off dead".

    I want to be someone's last call of the night
    & their first thought in the morning
    I want those 5 hour conversations that end in
     'no you hang up first'.
    I want the heart racing, palm sweaty,
    'what's gonna happen next' moments.
    I want the hugs that you never want to let go of
    & the stolen kisses that are always the
    sweetest.
    But most importantly,
    I just want to know someone considers me
    theirs

                                       just because youu`re perfectly happy
                                       with someone, it doesn`t mean your
                                       past disappears cus once youu fall in
                                                   love, ..youu`re not supposed to fall out

    why is it that no matter how much pain it
    endures, the heart never lets go or loses hope?

     

    my paradise isn`t

    on the beach, it`s

    -----»in his arms

     

    how do youu cope when

    the one youu love is with

    somebody else & theres

     NOTHiNG  you could

    do about it?

     

                

     

     

    welp i gotta go!!! ill update again laterrr!

     

    ZANE-- I luv you sooo much! You're so awesome I could talk to you 24/7 for the rest of my life and never get bored! I can talk to you about nething!! You're my boy!

     

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    • Name: Erica
    • Country: United States
    • State: South Carolina
    • Metro: Greenville
    • Birthday: 7/15/1989
    • Gender: Female
    • Member Since: 1/1/2005

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